whats left of me[:

2006-10-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

HAHA. yesterday was a saturday. and a boring one. andand like han and me started to play a game, smth like composing poems? then we give our lines alternatively. well it was kinda fun. i guess. oh well.

The thousand needles of which pierce through me,
This particular feeling that makes me wants to flee.

As I avoid this harmful past that never should be brought up,
While the saddening emotions start to fill my heart's cup

I took a look back into the past
And wished that it would pass by fast

Cause I wouldn’t want to think about this hurtful past no more.
Thinking of it would only make me sore

This heart you once loved and now you tore it apart
And the many doors of opportunities that you have shut

This should have not happen from the start
And to think that I thought of u as god's work of art
But you had only treated me as a playing card
So as I turned my back and walked with a broken heart

And thought, the memories we once had was only a fraud
After this all my emotions will never be caught

And those sweet memories shall perish with you
As I told myself that your love was never true

angeline's bday is drawing near. and im still pondering abt what to get her. lets see. guess ill be going to whitesands to get her tht really special present. oh and nart's too. i so hate getting presents please. ill end up buying stuffs for myself. haha.

ANGELINE I LOVE YOU[[: i know you wont be reading this but i still do! HAHA. ill miss you till the day we part. ohhhyeahhh babyyy. lets go out on tuesday and have a hell out of fun.

that idiot is out on a shopping spree in malaysia now. im like super bored. stupid arsehole. deserves to be kicked in the butt. HAHA. oh and i thought there was sch tmr? how dumb could i get, actually very dumb.

oh and like, have you ever wondered which of your frens are truly your friends? actually, we shouldnt bother abt tht. just lead a happy life. ok im being stupid once again. but dont worry. i have the BESTEST ever brother in the world who takes real good care of me. HAHA. tht sounds super wrong. nvm.

YOU'RE THE BEST[[:

2006-10-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY NOW THAT I HAVE YOU... PEOPLE! HAHA.

WELL EXAMS ARE LIKE OVER WITH THE CAPITAL O.

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY. BUGIS IS A BORING PLACE. YAWN. TODAY AFTER SCH ACTIVITIES WASNT MUCH FUN. EXCEPT FOR THE PLAYGROUND[[: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I DONT WANNA ROT AT HOME TMR... NONONO. NO ROTTING OF BODY IN DAPHNE KHOO'S RESIDENCE. WELL. IM GOING CRAZY... THE HAZE IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD. AHHHHH WHOOOOO THROAT IS KILLING ME.

TANAH MERAH'S AIR IS HORRIBLE! HAN HOW DO YOU ACTUALLY SURVIVE THERE. MY GOD. WELLLLL... GOING OUT TMRRR.... WHOOOPEEEE. AHAHAHAHA. IM CRAZY. I HATE MY HOME. SO BORING.

I MISS ANGELINE..
MISS YOU WANT YOU NEED YOU SO.

2006-09-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

ANGELINE.

I MISS YOU. I WANT YOU. I NEED YOU.
LIFE AT HOME ALONE IS A BORE.
I LOVE YOU ANGELINE<33

A HOME IS JUST SOME WHERE THAT YOU CAN SLEEP IN. BUT WHEN THERES WARMTH IN YOUR HOME. ITS A DIFFERENT STORY.

NO SCHOOL TMR.
ENGLISH TEST ON FRIDAY.
GONNA FLUNK FOR SURE.

2006-09-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Aint got no mood to blog. seriously.

but i just had to.

today was a bore once again. woke up 8 in the morning just to go all the way to bishan? how unexpectedly exciting. like hello, just a reminder, BISHAN. should be so darn near my house i guess. the course was dumb, in fact all courses are dumb. 3 days of my mugging days are gone just like tht. pathetic please.

hopefully nicole could come to my house tmr to mug with me. never felt like mugging alone. isnt very much fun. surrounded by 4 walls with only the sounds of drama series, none other than that. nothing seems right on my own. ill just flunk it real bad.

oh. today was kinda fun. juncti8n was cool. well at least i shopped a little? couldnt bear not spend my money. haha. city link mall was quite a bore. except for those gift shops. quite adorable i must agree. wait. i dont like adorable stuffs. ok snap out of it.

2006-08-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

Are parents always right?

i violently object.

parents think they are always right and they blankly accuse their child of doing somethin that they totally didnt do? like FYI check up on it before you even hurl all your abuses on me. some people say we should respect our parents.

have you ever thought whether they deserved our respect? putting words into your mouth when you totally didnt meant it? why did i ever rebel? have you ever thought about it? all you said was it was my friends that influenced me. well to tell you the truth its not. its you. have you ever spend time with me after u opened a new company? well no. i know ur busy and all but i have got used to spending time with my frens now. and you cant just expect me to change my daily habits just like that.

by scolding me is for my own good? well its not ur driving me up the wall. the thing is ur scolding me for totally off reasons! and do i look like im suppose to admit saying, " oh im sorry its my fault" when it was never my fault?! well no thats just aint my character. think about what you've accused me about. you are the one who developed by character, not anyone else but you. go do some soul-searching and get off my back.

im not surprised why there are so many problems between child and parents now. Parents are over protective and always think that their darn right.

to nicole: cheer up, not all parents are right. you have to make a stand for youself, dont give in to them or you'll forever feel demoralise. thats my point of view. if you have yours stick to it.

i havent forgotten you,
i just got over you,
i cant stop thinking of you,
why is this so,
if only i could find,
some faults to hate you for,
maybe it wouldnt hurt so much.
why do i keep thinking of you,
when i know you arent worth it,
could it be i couldnt put down the past,
if only the times we had could turn into dust,
be blown away and never brought back.

2006-08-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

im feeling seriously depressed now and i have got no idea why. its like out of the sudden my whole mood change without even knowing why.

having a real sharp pain in my head and countless thoughts running through my mind isnt much what i expected to be fun. head's really hurting now, i cant stop myself from thinking. what am i thinking about exactly? am i lost in my thoughts? this is leading to nowhere. i have to stop.

i shall not blog about my day. though i have lots to say. i have no mood now.

truth is i havent forgotten you,
im still holding on to the past.

2006-08-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

SUNDAYS ARE BORING.

typical sundays.

typical boredom.

have been dotaining for the past few hours and im seriously poofed.

oh before i forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE ONG[[:
i shall pass you ur bday present another day. real broke now.

that annabelle tee called me when shes hanging out with ______ . like obviously i aint going right?! common sense my dear. and she still owes me a story on monday! haha. ginalee must have had loads of FUN eh? haha. jesslyn kwang dont think i dont know whats up ur sleeve. i aint dumb. you and your ulterior motive.

have nothing else to blog about now. just dying from pure boredom.

dont bring it up anymore,
my eyes are turning sore,
enough tears were dropped,
it has always been a fraud,
i shant be bothered no more.

2006-08-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

JESSLYN STOP LIVING IN SELF DENIAL!

better off without you[[: says:
weird.

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
yeah. u weird

better off without you[[: says:
no

better off without you[[: says:
u weirder!

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
no. u la. admit la.

better off without you[[: says:
no lah

better off without you[[: says:
u then la

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
u la.

better off without you[[: says:
self denial is not healthy

better off without you[[: says:
so just face the facts

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
oh wadeva

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
ure just saying dat to make yrself feel better

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
(:

better off without you[[: says:
nahh

better off without you[[: says:
its always for u

better off without you[[: says:
see ur self denying again

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
nonono.. u can have it.

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
hey.. its meant for you

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
take it

better off without you[[: says:
nahh

better off without you[[: says:
stop living in self denial pls

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
omg why are u tokin to yrself

better off without you[[: says:
i am?

better off without you[[: says:
hmm.

better off without you[[: says:
dont seem so

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
dere see.

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
u did it again

better off without you[[: says:
nahh

better off without you[[: says:
ur creating hallucinations to make urself better

better off without you[[: says:
oh gosh jesslyn

better off without you[[: says:
do u need me to introduce any psychiatrist

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
omg. since when did u change yr name to jesslyn

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
i dun wan to have the same name as you. GOSH!

better off without you[[: says:
wah.

better off without you[[: says:
u even created hallucinations of ur frens having the same name as u

better off without you[[: says:
ur condition is getting real serious

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
shit man.

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
i duno hw to reply.

better off without you[[: says:
HAHA LOSER.

CHIMISTRY; QNGWN ROCKS. says:
OH WADEVA

jesslyn kwang i suggest you to consult in a doc. before ur condition detoriates. HAHA. u cant argue with me so face it[[:

2006-08-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY WAS FUNFUNFUN[[:

what a wonderful candid picture gina lee took- -
as you would have guessed by now its the lamo jesslyn kwang's idea[:

i shant post the candid picture taken by LIM yun shan.

2006-08-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

I LOVE NICOLE ONG SHI QI.

ANGELINE MADJUKIE UR AN ARSE WHO ONLY SLEEPS AT HOME!

I LOVE MY JUNIORS SO!

2006-08-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

IM BEAT!

dead beat.

ponned guides.

went ecp.

cycle.

ok like thats what happened today? anyway its really fun cause its fun? HAHA. ridiculous. like yunshan fell off her bike. mostly my fault. i feel so bad can. and as usual gina lee would go against me. well got used to it i guess. haha. well shes funny! can i pls stop getting tanner. its not a very nice thing to get super dark.

we sat at a seating area? well it was windy. mother nature brings good air[: haha. chit chat for awhile? oh guess what like we went to bedok's kfc and this yunshan keeps "stealing" my food. and i just had to put it at the corner of the table and you should know what happened next. the whole darn thing fell on my leg! oh gosh. well at least my juniors are nice enough to get tissue papre from the toilet for me[:

oh and i seriously hate myself as in really HATE myself. how could i be so stupid to take the wrong bus. and the worst thing is its 222 when im suppose to take 2?! ah sheesh im too dumb. and i had to walk all the way to tanah to take 2. how fun. at least i had the accompany of nicole ong. IAP was ok? well primary school kids are sure cuter than kindergardens? hah. keshaya's sis is so adorable! and she actually knows the hsm dance. influence of the sister, no doubt.

WE ENJOYED OURSELVES TODAY DIDNT WE?

NO DOUBTS!

hah still waiting for that stupid arse to play DoTA with me.

hurry up cause i cant wait.

and you know it!

2006-08-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

JAZZ IT DOWN!

jazz is so not for me. i cant stand that irritating rhythm that just makes me go bonkers. i even had a headache. this body of mine just isnt immune to jazz music. i prefer classical to jazz anytime and i MEAN anytime! i rather not get jazzified.

&gosh you just aint that type who has the looks nor the brawn, stop ur disgusting egoness cause i just cant take those kind of horrible behaviour. for someone who totally doesnt have guts to lower his socks or even LOWER HIS BAG in school, you have no rights to be darn right sacarstic. like FYI if your mentality is THAT low i suggest you to just shut ur darn mouth and stop bugging me. stop ACTING so much, it just doesnt work on you. spare a thought for others, they may not be able to tolerate such behaviour and they might end up just slapping your darn balls. so get a life.

whoopee! like 1 more day till i could rest real well! has been long since i had a real good sleep. still wondering whether i should go to guides tmr. like theres collection of nyaa booklet. like why am i even bothering so much. gosh. i so wanna watch loveWRECKED please. it seems like such a nice movie.

today wasnt a much exciting day either.

IAP tmr and aint really looking forward to it.

creation of the song,
urgh me to carry on,
the beauty of the rhythm,
urgh me to pursue my freedom.

the wonders music could bring,
what emotions it would link,
it may bring back that hurtful past,
to erase it would be an impossible task.

why do i need you so badly,
oh how could i be so silly,
or was it a moment of folly,
all i could say was a word of sorry.

could this be a mistake,
could this be all fake,
never felt so wrong,
its all written in this song.

p.s nicole ong, this girl just dont do singing.

2006-08-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

I SWORE NEVER TO GO TO A LIBRARY EVER AGAIN.

and guess what.

i just did.

oh gosh. why did i even gave in to those two tall freaks who make me look short, NAMELY nicole ong and natalie ow. and worst of all we went to geylang east library?! like what kind of shit library is that. like anyway as usual we did shelving shelving and MORE shelving. the worst thing was most of the time we were like facing NUMBERS and i MEAN NUMBERS! and like the shelves are not really in order? its like 610-748 is the shelf but you can only find 658 two shelves after?this shows that i hardly go to the library AND its true!

i end up feeling giddy after the whole darn cip hours. like hello. i purposely did so many yeoman service so that i wont need to go to a darn library but in the end i did. like gosh! nvm. look at the positive side, i have more than 15 hours of cip. isnt that just oh so cool? NOT. oh and like after the staff signed out paper its like a sudden miracle had happened and i stopped feeling giddy! amazing isnt it?

as usual today was the ACES DAY workout practice. like the moves are so darn funny please. especially that instructor. i have doubts whether its muscles or just plain fats. most likely its muscles but tht madjukie said its fats?

FAILED MY GEOG AND IM HAPPY ABT IT[:

tan-wong is such a... i shant continue! i so handed in my workbook and i even went to check and she goes " you just handed in issit?" like hello it WAS ALREADY inside there please! and she kept thinking that i didnt hand in and i only handed in recently?! can i please slap her?

JOAKIM CANT SING! AND IM DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THAT!

so roller-blading/cycling set on friday?

2006-08-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

ROLLER BLADING ON FRIDAY?!

oh pretty please gang, pon ur cca and lets go ECP! i know you want to[: im so sick of guides. except for the fact that our seniors are super funny! i so feel like cycling, like it has been so darn long since i cycled? scully i sit then i fall off the bike even before i tried to move? HAHA. doubt so.

like school days have been oh so boring. i need some outdoor activities. oh yah! my ipod WORKING again! do u even know how happy i am now?! like THIS much ok! oh my gosh im like so not letting any rubbish waterbottle into my bag ever again!

i do NOT like doing CHINESE powerpoints please! like i rushed some dumb powerpoint today. my gosh the school computer sure sucks alot! oh like by the way. i seriously cant stand those irritating voices anymore. ugh squeaky voices?! just aint pleasant to my ears. and i mean it!

i need to do some exercise. some serious exercise!

after all thats happened i finally knew,
you mean so much to me,
though this may not sound true,
i just want to let you know i love you.

i was wrong to let you go,
i was wrong to mind your flaw,
only till now i know u treat me best,
finally i got this words off my chest.

the last thing i would do,
was to apologise to you,
i am truly sorry,
my love for you i would still carry through.

2006-08-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

CROSS COUNTRY WAS A BORE!

we sat at the field after the zany parade for like half an hour, and i got tanned. bullshit man. the sec2s are like exposed to the sun while the sec1s having nice shade under the tree. how wonderful.

like we were suppose to go cycling, but NOO... it bloody rained! and we end up in parkway. well im proud of myself cause i didnt spend more than 10 bucks[: and i bought cow a COW on a stick soft toy! it was so retarded! anyway wanying kept laughing at it cause its like cow put it in her bag with the head sticking out!

parents out of the country and im so darn bored. like there was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL yesterday night!! and like oh my gosh! zac efron is so cute! and im watching some documentary on RAIN! and its so funny cause its like hes like a backdancer and hes hair is so goofy!

never expected to see you again
the sight of you made me insane
how could i ever forget you
and take away this pain

2006-08-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

I AM B-R-O-K-E

went to parkway after school! like i waited for so long for those batam ppl! stupid asses all go batam without me! its like im damdamdam broke now! oh guess what?! like i saw yicheng at parkway! like whatthefark! its like he passed by me and i was like tht guy looked darn familiar... and both of us keep turning back?! thats like dam retarded...

oh well spent loads of cash today. so much stuffs bought. so little time. might be going to heeren tmr[: with my dearest wanying jessie amanda and elenna... that two dopes is like having tuition tmr... like whatthehell. so not fun lah both of them. FUN SPOILERS!

frm tmr onwards till tuesday. im a freegirl! whooppee! no more naggings and yadasyadas! like how happy could i get? OBVIOUSLY MUCH!

schoolday was a yawn. aint got no nothing to talk about.

ZANY PARADE'S TMR[:

2006-08-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

today,
was a bad day,
cause i didnt listen to the song "bad day"
instead i listened to "good day".

basically, i can put today's school day in five simple word

"today is a boring day"

4 main subjects and 2 humanities just isnt a very fun day to look forward to.
and my bottle spilled in my back and EVERYTHING was so darn wet.INCLUDING my IPOD! oh my gosh.. its like not working after it got wet. Super worried.

well, today was kinda ok afterschool. painted the darn "SHIP" for zany parade. like hello, why am i even helping when i aint gonna use it? nvm commitments are important[: i dont think rachel could finish either. and she so owe me a famous amos cookie! oh do u know famous amos cookies are the best! especially the soft n chewy! omgomg!! i so wanna eat it now!

in the bus.

at the vs bus stop.

some malay mutts sat around me n nicole.

a super fat one sat beside me.

was telling nicole how fat and smelly he was in the bus in chinese.

guess what?

he understood chinese.

and he was telling his fren what we said.

nowadays, malays are trilingual or however u spell it... like oh my gosh he understood! amazingly and shocking!

NO GUIDES TMR! HIPHIPHOORAY! and annabelle has not finish her ACSI story yet! i so wanna catch a movie tmr[: zany parade's this saturday and i aint taking part in it cause im gonna do yeoman service! well the ship's quite interesting i guess.

yup. thats all for today!
oh for caution... pls listen to the song bad day, everyday!
-from experience

2006-08-17T09:47:00.000+08:00

smth great i heard today...

my dad's getting a notebook for me! and i dont mean the paper kind of notebook! the laptop kind! oh my gosh...! so cool! but its like second hand... but nvm i dont mind as long as it works and it has a GRAPHIC CARD! and anything would do[: well my mum has one already... and i dont know what shes using it for but im still using it all the time! cause u know why?! she dont know how to use the damn thing! LOSER, i tell you!

well today went to parkway with broc and dianne... it was so funny! and that assed broc said i had an ahlian face?! like whatthefark! i do NOT twit i will NEVER twit! i am so not an ahlian! ii dunchh` talkk liiekx dhiishx WORHHXXX! like gross! twitting is so not a good thang to do... girls who twit totally have no self confidence in themselves... insolent fools!

oh anyway i bought a bloody hair colour spray that cost me 13 bucks! but no sweat... im sharing with dianne and its like as usual... PURPLE! and its like we kept quarrelling and quarrelling over what colour to get... how dumb though. well NICOLE ONG PANGSEH-ED ME! she so DID! and im so gonna get her back for it!

school was as BORING as usual...except for art... like hello mdm seah, cant you see poor old angeline is doing her development?! if u have eye problems i suggest you to consult a doctor, that would do u great and hope u get months or maybe years of mc and get the hell out of our sights! FYI, dont u think ur so darn dumb... if u cant argue with YOUNGSTERS like us then shut the hell up...and not shut US up! cause u aint gonna win THAT arguement! so for goodness sake get a life!

i am so skipping zany parade! i am not wearing that DISGUSTING costume... and so im so gonna do yeoman service to get myself off the hook... i dont know why but i kinda enjoy doing yeoman service... for instance, drama production i had a free show! BUT we had to stand cause there aint no seats left.. so like yeah! its fun!

SHOUT OUT: TKGUIDES BOLEH[[:

oh our dearest CLs and ACLs, u guys are so in for a shock!

2006-08-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

DAPHNE KHOO AINT STUPID!

oh please if u wanna cut the cable be a little smarter! i can use ur com u mofo! dont u understand the simple concept of MY COM CANT CONNECT TO UR FUCKING NEW ROUTER! bloody shit...

lets talking abt smth happier

ok today's boring... what to say... OH this sat is cross country... and namely the zany parade... oh for god sake i am not preparing some dumb costume to walk down some run-downed pathway! i am so doing yeoman service! zany parade is such a waste of time!

another happier thing...

TWO MARKS ADDED TO MY COMPRE[[:

now i passed my compre!!! whoopee!! am i happy or AM I HAPPY?! for once i pass my compre... like whatthefarkk.. i ALWAYS fail my compre! THREE CHEERS FOR ME!!

i aint looking forward for tmr... its a wednesday! and yet another chinese lesson! what a yawn... i cant even sleep in peace..." shi ning, ni yao qu xi lian mah? im sorry teacher but i just need to sleep so would u mind bugging off and leave me alone to have my beauty sleep?! i doubt so... so just carry on with ur oh-so-boring lessons and leave me to sleep!

doing a shoutout for tkguides! 5 of us[[:
what should be SHOUTed OUT?

2006-08-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

FOR YOUR INFORMATION!

-drum rolls-

my cousin is on the newspaper! he and his team(Mi2) won in the DoTA game against China and Thailand! like WHAT THE HELL! and hes part of singapore's cyber team?! like no one ever told me! oh my gosh! and he looked so darn cute! AHHH!! im like so proud of my very own cousin! man hes like my DoTA idol! i bet he chiong LAN everyday lah come on!

if u would like to check out how my cous looks like.. turn to page 3 of HOME(straits times) on Monday, August 14 2006!!! Hes the first guy from the left!

2006-08-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

well today was quite a boring day... 2.4 was the killer- - like i didnt eat anything and i ran with a bloody empty stomach... couldnt do ACES day workout cause the pain was THAT unbearable... but i still passed! so its like cool...

yup...

oh and MRS TAN-WONG! I SO HANDED UP MY WORKBOOK OK! I SO DID! so stop calling my name out when i DID hand in my workbook! gosh...yeah for the first time in my sec2 life... i ate lunch with angeline afterschool today...

and in dont know how many hours time im going to TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL! and no, im not critically ill... IM A PERFECTLY FINE AND HEALTHY PERSON[[:

and yeah cant play DoTA... cause its like... IM IN MY MUM'S OFFICE?! GOSH! ok nvm... i almost thrashed delon and his fren ystd... till i got fucking dced... my home network is like so screwed! fuck the hell out of my dad... fiddlefiddle... itchy hand... ok as usual im not looking forward to tmr... but i am to this sat!

cause...

my parents are flying to SOMEWHERE! and i get 50 bucks allowance for 3 days! well, its quite a small sum for u guys but its a BIG sum for me... i so wanna go out after cross country this sat please... SOMEBODY GO OUT WITH ME!

im dying and rotting here.
cant be bothered to cheer.
tkcampfire was a blast.
tkguides so have class[[:

2006-08-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

SAINT JOSEPH INTITUTION[[:

BLESS TMR WITH GREAT WEATHER!!

i plead you mighty god above bless us with dry weather.

tmr's campfire is sososo gonna work out! well it better! USHERING SJI IS LIKE WHOOPEE!! and im ushering with ANGELINE!!! yaye!! SO CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!

me and wanying was like discussing how we should greet our fellow schools.. and the conversation goes like this-

dk: hmm.. i should try like.. EH HI!
wanying: that sounds so ahlian
dk: EXCUSE ME!
wanying: try to use your normal voice lah
dk: ok, WASSUP?!
wanying: thats so trying to act cool
dk: ok fine i shall just whack them and say EH HI my name is daphne.
wanying: -starts giggling-
dk: finefinefine! -waves hand- EH HI! -continues with hand gestures.
wanying: do you know your hand is so extra?

so it somehow went like that... AND i MUST summon all my guts and fully interact with SJI!! yesyes!!

THREE CHEERS FOR TKGCAMPFIRE!!

2006-08-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

do you even bother to care?
you had never given me the chance to share,
it all seems to be my fault,
but have you ever wondered who taught.
there was this saying,
the more scoldings you give,
the more the child would rebel
is that hard to understand?
well i doubt so.
i spend too much time with my friends,
or issit you spend too little time with me?
the blame was put on me
for my own behaviour,
think about it
who drove me to what i am now.
enough of your unreasonable comments,
blame yourself and not others,
you are not always right,
its not that im trying to fight,
who pushed me to my limit,
was it you or my peers?
havent you embarassed me enough,
i aint that tough,
i too have something that everyone has,
feelings.

so...

SHUT THE FCUKING HELL UP
WITH UR DARN SCOLDINGS
CAUSE I CANT TAKE IT
ANYMORE! YOU ARE NOT ALL
THAT SO FACE IT! YOU CANT
BRING UP YOUR CHILD WELL!
WHAT RIGHTS HAVE YOU GOT
TO GET ANGRY WITH ME?
UNREASONABLE INSOLENT
FOOL!

2006-08-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH!

someone please save me from this boredom! lm like dying... i want to go out!! i so want to! nevermind.. im still looking foward to this SATURDAY!!! - TKG CAMPFIRE!! oh what school was i ushering again?! oh! SAINT JOSEPH INSTITUTION! A.K.A the GAY school! according to madjukie... we shall see.. we shall see.. and i so do NOT want to wear a gorilla suit! my gosh! its like... gross.. well.. at least we're better off than NICOLE!! its gonna be loads n loads of fun this sat!!! whoo!!!

RAISE UR HANDS HIGH FOR TKGUIDES!

2006-08-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

FUCK THE HELL OUT

OF MY MUM!

2006-08-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

CLASS BBQ WAS THE BOMB!

everyone came in different colours of ethnic costume! except for mine was purple- - like hello... MRS TAN wore PURPLE and she won first prize in the BEST-DRESSED FEMALE TEACHER!!
oh and after the whole dam thang, its time for ANGELINE'S HOUSE!!

boy was it like sooo nice! its so... MODERN! the stove is like.. flat.. my gosh.. and the decor was the BEST! angeline had the 2nd smallest rm! but it still rocked! and her bed was hugehugehuge!!! and soft thats of course! and she had this super cool rebonding stuff! and my hair was straight once again! i so want that!!!

and so we took a bus down and a mrt to bedok.. and we met -drum roll- the 2 Ns! go figure.. and so they were like" daphne khoo u sit infront" and they rushed to the taxi... and me n angeline decided lets take a different taxi! HAHA! how ridiculous.. and the bloody uncle made one big round.. dumb uncle dumb! EAST COAST PARK we arrived, and the bloody rental shop was so darn far.. and guess who i met.. ANNICE CHEONG! that stupid girl.. oh FYI i need blading lessons real bad... i have this stupid phobia of falling- - and thanks to angie i fell twice! boy do i want to whack her!

BBQ TIME

it was desperate times and desperate measures. they had to ask for the guides help.. angeline and nicole was FRANTICALLY trying to get the fire started while im just slacking away trying to get lung cancer... obviously the BBQ would be a success!!! everyone helped!! it was sosososo fun! and we started cheering, singing AND screaming! and the bbq pit next to us was screaming too- - oh almost forgot! nart maria and me SUN BATHED! but there wasnt any much sun to bathe in... badbad sun...we had fun, we had joy, we had seasons in the sun!

2E1 OLAY!!!

2006-08-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

HEY YOU!!

yup im back! and aint my skin like just PERFECTLY HOT?! its like PURPLE and BLACK!!! thats like the nicest combo ever can? seems like our school security havent been quite fixed up yet... dont they like know how to use some common sense?! think of smth more WORKABLE! whats wrong with the dam school?

guess WHAT?! i got like super high for my science while my maths.. well on the downside... oh wells im still looking OH-SO-FORWARD to tmr's class party!! well... Apparently, theres this super bugger bugging my life... like get lost! GROSS!!

ok like now im talking to nicole now and shes screwing up her blog.."oh my god, oh my god" RETARDED!!! ok shes cracking me up seriously...anyway tmr's NATIONAL DAY!!! and im wearing a PURPLE bajukurung or is that how u spell it?! ok like whatever.. anythings good.. ok nicole's singing now... some ulu song.. EWWW ITS SO GROSS!!! "oh mummy, i screwed the whole thing, screw it!"

lets all SCREW each other up! ok that sounds real wrong but like WHATEVER!!! screwscrewscrew

3 CHEERS FOR TMR[[:

nicole, i send you my condolences. have fun with your blog